There are some clouds that have silver linings and some that don't — Anonym
Sometimes I feel like an open book, empty. But I still have memories from my 1 with cancer. I have left the story unspoken. Cancer isn't rare, but it feels like a 2 topic of conversation. In our life, we are not taught how to respond to things like cancer. That's why it's important to 3 and to talk about real stories that are painful, yet full of the significance of 4.
That afternoon I was in the operation room. It was 5 in the room, and I was shivering. There was a terrible, spiting pain in my left leg. I 6 my mom's hand as the smell of rubbing alcohol hit my nose. 7 tears streamed down my face. The doctor was 8 if he should stop the procedure because I was in so much pain. After the operation, he got me a 9 and they took me out to the car.
After many times of having chemotherapy (化疗), my 10 started to get tired of the sick treatment. But I had to smile, and pretended 11 was wonderful. Sometimes all you can do is to pretend to be 12 and move on. Months later, the good news was that after another several months, my family could 13 my end to having cancer.
Some people have told me that attitude doesn't matter when you have something like cancer. I 14. I don't know how I would have 15 my treatment without my family and friends, and I also couldn't have made it without 16 and something to look forward to.
I will 17 know what I would be like if I hadn't experienced that. However, I do know that those experiences have 18 me who I am today. Embarrassment, 19, sadness, these are the feelings you remember, but also the ones you can learn from. I know what is important in life because I have been 20. Yes, I know. I'm growing up.
