I was excited after I went into the army. At that time I thought I would stand out when I 1. I believed my father would feel proud of me, because I would not only be his 2 but also a strong man in his eyes.
3, as 7 years passed, I just got the 4 of what I wanted. I still remembered the brotherly 5 I shared with my friends. We had 6 in the past few years but I always cherished the time we had spent together. I always 7 of my victorious return to all of my friends and family. However, when I got there, I soon felt 8 because I realized the life I had had was 9 and I was not the same kid as I had been before. So I 10, unwilling to talk and feeling lonely.
Then I made up my mind to go back to 11 and I thought study was the only light for me. However, my 12 grew when I took classes that I could not understand. I didn't know what I wanted to be for the rest of my life. I began to lose confidence and felt 13 about my future.
At that time, one of my teachers, Mr Brown, told me that my feelings were the 14 feelings of veterans (老兵) who had a(n) 15 in building our country. They also 16 their friends and families. Ile asked me to 17 myself to the new surroundings.
Luckily, I made it. Now, I have friends who are just like me, and I finally become 18 again. I begin to realize that a good 19 is beyond price. I would like to tell those who are in trouble that keep going, and you will never walk 20.
